I Wish...

We might be apart

We might not talk as well 

We might have forgotten each other

But when we are alone

Our heart says to the other

"You made me alone

Won’t you come back?"

I want to tell you

How much I love you

But there is no point

When there is no one to hear me now

It’s difficult to face each other

But still want to say that

My heart still beats for you

I wish you could hear me

I wish you could understand me

I wish you could…be with me forever

SpEcIaL bOnDs ThAt CaN nEvEr Be BrOkEn

Every person must have given a thought about the kind of person with whom they can share everything in life from the most special moment to the most embarrassing one.

You must have already found that one person with whom you are just yourself. For instance when you are feeling low but are with people around and you have to put on a fake smile for them, that one confident can just see the sadness in your eyes.
When at some odd time of night you wake up with something in your mind and want to share it with someone, that friend might be the first to come to your mind with whom you want to share your thoughts. And you won’t really hesitate to call him/her at that time of night. Some of you might have gone through a hard time in life and only person whom you can rely on is just that one person whom you trust more than yourself. That person knows you well that you don’t even have to tell them how you feeling coz they already know and they understand. Just one look of yours and that person knows what you really want to say. That person gives you a hand in your stupid ideas not coz they like those ideas but coz they enjoy your company. Even the silent moments between you both is enjoyed.
Something really small may be a pen, a walnut, a TV character or anything is special for you coz that thing reminds you of that person. Those things might bring back a memory for you to smile and believe me that smile of yours is so precious for that person. Those things might be small for others but they are so special for you both that others cant even imagine.
Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really cant find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. May be you will find it in your spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding. But there’s also a chance that the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who has been standing beside you all along…….

Mr.Perfect

Whenever I hear my female colleagues complaining me about how different their boyfriends are from them, I find it weird. Weird, coz whats more fun than spending your whole life with a totally opposite person. I would not like to go on a date with someone who is exactly like me, who has the same taste as mine.I have obviously known myself since the time I got into my senses so I would love to spend my life who has different view of life, who doesn't have the same nature as mine. But yes we should have an understanding of our differences...
As this is that time of the year when "love is in the air"....I have decided to write something about my most favorite couples...
They can talk for hours but prefer hard core debates over sweet nothings.He loves action films which she finds fake. She loves a proper diet and her hearts melts over the non veg dishes. He is a pure vegetarian and his heart melts with the melted cheese on the pizzas. She prefers reading novels for hours and he prefers spending time with his friends.
Whenever they both fight he jokes around whereas she wants a simple nice conversation to put an end to the fight which irates her even more. He is so practical towards life that it sometimes gets on her nerves. She loves to get pampered and he hates those guys who pamper their girlfriends. She is a very deep thinker whereas he let it go in the flow of life.
She likes to keep things simple and sweet whereas he complexes it more.They are two opposite ends of a magnet and yet they are so into each other.
I would seriously love to have a guy like that in my life as I m exactly the kind of girl I have described. But I wont go on finding for him coz I know love would hit my door when I would least expect it..
And right now I don't wish to be with anyone even if that person is as wonderful as my mr.perfect. So this valentines I'll just pamper myself by may be reading my novel or making a big plate of salad for lunch...

The Wedding..

Its my wedding day. I am wearing a perfect white gown. My hair is open with flowers over my right ears. Before i walk out of my room for the last time i see myself in the mirror. As i walk through the corridor i m remembering my childhood, i used run all over the house just to escape my mum and the oil she wanted to put on my hair. I used to play hide n seek with my dad and brother, i always used to hide under the bed. At night i used to hold my brother tightly as i was scared of "monsters" waiting for me under the bed. He used get so irritated when i used to wake him up from his soundless sleep just to give me a company till the door of the washrrom and wait for me till i m done . I m passing by the kitchen imagining my mom baking chocolate cookies for us and how we both used to steal the cookies straight from the oven. I run my hand over the couch where my dad used to sit with the newspaper in his hand and read the news for me and my brother.
Now i have reached the back lawn of my house. Its all covered with white draps and white flowers. My dad is waiting for me at the starting of the aisle. I hold my dads hand as i begin to walk through the aisle, i look at my family. My mom who has moist eyes, then my dad who is proudly makig our way towards my fiance. As we reached his side, there are gasps of joy and everyone spontaneously begin to clap. The Father begun the ceremony in the traditional way he read a passage from the bible.

"Love is always patient and kind.It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or concieted. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure whatever comes."
My brother comes to me and kisses my forehead, he looks at my fiance and says "keep my sister happy and protect her the way i did....and if she cries because of you then just wait and watch". I realised now i have two families to take care of. I have a new family where i have to adjust according to their culture.

I have always looked forward to this day but.......i have tears leaving this family and a smile getting a new family...